just wanna vent

There is a reason i said i’d be happy alone, it wasn’t cus I thought I’d be happy alone. It was because I thought if I loved someone & I fell apart, I might not make it. Its easier to be alone. Because what if you learn that you need love, and then you don’t have it. What if you like it and lean on it? What if you shape your life around it and then it falls apart? Can you survive that pain? Losing love is like organ damage. Its like dying. The only differance is, death ends. This…It could go on forever.

"I’m going to the place he is in the real world." 

(Source: kiyaasarin, via kirikoto)